9th Oct 2022. Trading system/'algorithm' called "Borg Queen over troubled water" is now in motion. Well I've never prayed but tonight I'm on my knees. I need to hear some sounds which recognise the pain in me.
I'm a million different people from one day to the next. I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down. The music is the same and it is beautiful. Utopia is a place I keep going to. When I'm filled with love it is all I can feel around me, no matter where I am. I find myself less able to articulate my experience now than ever before in my life. There are no words to describe things which people lazily or perhaps handily call 'love' or 'god' or other similar sorts of things. I want to explain. I want to articulate. But I can't. I have no idea how to take the feelings I have and explain what they are, in tangible concepts. I understand what I feel, it's a mass of things, it's not that I don't know - there just doesn't seem to be a way to explain it. As though explanation and all that is a part of that tool, falls short of this most deep, most potent, Keanu Reeves of a thing. There is a bright side to the fact that I just cannot explain it. It is coupled (literally and in every way) with the fact that just as I can't explain, ever, to you, how I feel, right now, similarly you too can have that feeling and many do, and its value is attached to the very same part of its nature which makes it impossible to truly explain, articulate, describe, express, etc. The road of love. I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down. Let's go there.
Oh, the good life, full of fun, seems to be the ideal
Yes, the good life lets you hide all the sadness you feel
You won't really fall in love for you can't take the chance
So be honest with yourself, don't try to fake romance
It's the good life to be free and explore the unknown
Like the heartaches, when you learn you must face them alone
Please remember I still want you and in case you wonder why
Well, just wake up and kiss that good life goodbye
It's the good life to be free and explore the unknown
Like the heartaches, when you learn you must face them alone
Please remember I still want you and in case you wonder why
Well, just wake up and kiss that good life goodbye
(Bobby Darin, from the film "Matchstick Men")
note (18/11/2022) - I may put this site behind a password barrier over winter as I prepare to launch something far more "professional" in 2023 or thereabouts (but probably 2023). The power behind tvhobo has just evolved very significantly. A vast media organisation is about to emerge right here in this space. Thanks for your patience during the imminent temporary closure to the public. What will follow? A variety of highly entertaining and informative materials broadcast in a number of ways, a budget for sifting through all possible good 'journalism' in our society and finding those individuals who can genuinely provide material this channel wants to communicate to humanity and paying such people appropriately for ensuring that such work can continue. This ought to stretch far beyond journalism to every form possible of art, in the fullness of time. The relationship of tvhobo to the scientific spectrum of academia - that is really the key to it all and at this stage it just isn't possible to properly articulate what is about to arrive - there is no current organisation which comes within a century of it, ie that's how far behind us even your most 'advanced media' and 'intelligent academia' are. You'll just have to wait and see. Shams out.